so just like before.... right ... when im "over" him he calls.... and now who knows what will happen... as much as i dont wanna "fall" for him again its so hard not too...

Rah

so everything is still effed up... but thank goodness i have my friends behind me to keep me strong.. i dont really have much to say so ya... maybe things will get better who knows but i g2g so love ya'll ttyl xoxo Rah

He can be so nice, then so mean. He can care and protect, make you laugh... & at the same time play games with your head. & after hes done with that, hell tear your heart out, rip it into the smallest fragments known to man .. & leave it on the floor.

While all you can do is stand there, not being able to cry because youre so numb. Because you thought that there was something there when really, there was nothing but a wayward boy out to break a poor girls fragile heart .. because he didnt know what he wanted

ok so now everything is screwed up again... like just when everything gets good something happens to fuck it up!!!!!!! AHHHH i hate this... like all i want is for everything w. ..::him::... to work and like i dunno if it will.. but awell i guess i have no choice.. it all up to him so ya i guess i have to just try and not let it get to me... anyways im going out so ya ttyl

leave me some love... i need it.. XOXO<3 Rah

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ok so things w ...::him::... are sooooo much better.. like we talked and now i understand him some what.. but like even tho things w. me and him are super good im still not in a happy mood... like things are just not good even tho things are looking up im just not in a good mood...

but imma go for now so ill ttyl

XOXO<3 Rah

so ok everythings awesome like i talked to ..:::|him|:::.. and everythings good.... i guess i just overanalyze things sometimes.... but anyways im still kinda sick so it sucks i guess but ok g2g for now ttyl

XOXO<3 Rah

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i *star* you

^^ lol member that emery.. i just thought bout it lol hahaha good times good times

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so heres so random pics cuz i havent put any up in a while

wow talk about OLD.. but its still me nd the crazy Ju Bers

hecca gangsta blowfish i know

you wish u were like us

rah nd peppercorn DUH

what a queer

the coolest bestest best friend ever... i love gilberto trejo

me nd my lil cousin becca

b rad nd tash... dude that kids gonna be famous some day

ok so basically were DORKS

like me nd tay DUH

tash nd me

so the cousin nd me at like 2 in the morning i look like CRAP

again i look like crap

and again i look REEEAAALLLL bad in this 1

ok so Ju Me nd Becca

so this is hecca wierd but anyways...

and the final pic of my lil becca cuz shes gone now ..::tear tear::..

ok and now heres my shrine to TESSINA cuz i hecca miss her

what can i say.. shes a DORK but i love her

tessina says "hey eff you"

a face only a mother could love... lol jk

we miss you tess... your the bestest

ok and i leave you w. a pic of me in the car on the way to my B day Dinner on Wed

what can i say imma REAL OG lol ok

byeeee

xoxoxo<3 Rah